wondering where you are, you're so far away.

i hate change. i don't know if a lot of people know what about me. but i hate change.
i love things to constantly remain the same, and when things are different or not how they're supposed to be, fake in a way, i get thrown off and my world is turned up-side down, and everything is just messed up. i don't know..it's weird, kinda.
i mean, look at trees, they change, things happen to them, they just scar and move on. why can't it be that easy? my best friend goes to a different school, my other friends find best, inseperable friends in each other,and i just feel lost sometimes. i know who i am, and i know what i want. but the change gets in the way.
but then again, if things didn't change...nothing would happen and life would go nowhere. change makes things happen and sometimes it does hurt..but...hmmm..i don't know. it's all so complicated.
but the worst part of change..is when you miss your best friend more than anything, but she's off conquering all at her dream school. it makes school harder, life harder..the distance does.
hey, hearts and bones break. headaches go away. life goes on. and change does happen...