And I'll Send All My Loving to You

Taaayyyloor hereee! I am cuuurreentlyy:
loving: Sheamus John
! reading: The Etneral Kiss: 13 Vampire stories of Blood and Desire
watching/listening to: Across the Universe <3
missing: dance & Shea.

Muchos stress lately which has resulted in about a ton of bucket fulls of tears, whiiich sttinkerrs. Shea has been in Disney (but got home today), and school starts in like 11 days, which just adds more and more to the plate of stress I am currently being served.
What is with stress anyway? I've just been so unhappy, it's rather aggravating actually. But dance starts in 11 days too which'll most likely take the majority of this stress away. I guess with the summer going on, and dance not, I've forgotten how much I am absoultely in love with it. I realized all this when I saw Kalei at Target today. And I CANNOOOT FREAAKINGG WAIT FOR DBS '09-'10 YEAR TO START!!!!!! As soon as I get back at the studio, I pray that most of this stress will be relieved.

Alrighty, so I'm in Maine again (yesterday, today, tomorrow morning) with my dad this time. We headed to Vinalhaven for a wind turbine project of his. (BOOORRINNNNNGGG *YAAAAWNNN*) Early tomorrow morning I'm heading to Plymouth to see Shea for a few hours and then heading hooome. School starts in about 6 days too...

This blog post was pretty pointless, sorry. DX

Writing about LOVE via Jodi Picoult.

Don't laugh, but sometimes when I write about love I think of a flying squirrel. There's got to be a moment when that baby squirrel looks from the end of one branch to the tree six feet away and thinks twice about making a leap. Falling in love is no different; it's the moment that we close our eyes and throw away everything that seems reasonable and hope to God there's someone or something waiting to catch us on the other side. Either we're lucky...or we wind up bruised and battered on the ground...

If love doesn't conquer all, it certainly has the ability to heal us until we are willing to close our eyes and jump once again, for good.

-- Jodi Picoult

You won't be leavin' my arms ever, I promise you that.

Hellooo. My name is Taylor and I am currently

listening to: brokeNCYDE
reading: just finished Jodi Picoult's The Pact
located in: Maine
the weather is: hot and sunny here, but but by the harbor is chilly and foggy.
tonight: music box concert at the library.
picutres up: SOOON!

It's the middle of summer again... Goodbye 15th birthday, and greetings to 28 more days until wonderous Wahconah Regional High is back in session (YUUUCK). Also, 5 more days 'til I get to see my baby boy, Sheabear!
Summer has so flown by wiicked fast so far. I hate it. I still need more time to sit back, relax and enjoy life without the drama of schoolmates, the stress of schoolwork and dance classes, and everything that comes with starting a new year at school, as a sophomore.

I mean, growing up is an experience in itself without stress and drama getting in the way. But when it all boils down, is it the drama and the stress that help the individual grow up? Or is it strictly the experiences that add up that make the individual realize he/she is growing up? Maybe it's the people involved in those experiences, or even just the who, where and when kind of times that encourage the changes an individual makes.

Promise me sometimes you'll just live instead of thinking, just every once in a while. How else are we supposed to learn? Have a safe, happy and fun rest of the summer! Enjoy.



Cheecck it ouut. I bought this dress in Maine, it's soo much prettier in person and on me. (in purple)
http://www.kohls.com/kohlsStore/juniors/brands/derekheart/PRD~499855/Derek+Heart+Bridgette+TieDyed+Dress.jsp


Oh yeah, and never be afraid to SAAY ANYTHING <3