it may not be 24/7 but it's forever

before i start, title of this post courtesy of stephanie's six photo album on facebook. i am not taking credit for it because she amazingly thought it up [:
okay to start off the night, us amazing sixers exchanged gifts and took a-baazillion pictures and locked each other in closests, and ate, and laughed and had so much fun. [:
giggles and jokes played on one another were non-stop and many funny videos on youtube were shared, as in:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zR9Xpms5y3E HELGA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1zL13LvxS8 WHERE'D THE CHEESE GO?

when mander left, we took lots of pictures and vidoes and laughed hard [:
when emma wemma left, the rest of us used steph's web cam and had fuun. we also creeped on a bunch of people's facebook pics and videos [: at 3 in the morning we ate oodles of noodles && whales while we creeped. afterwards we sat and talked and made videos and enjoyed our time together.
many pictures and videos can be seen on emma, stephanie, and my facebooks. [:
and although the six of us can't be together all day every day like we used to, we're still together when we can be and we all love each other. despite all the drama, and despite all the fights, we're best friends and in the end that's what it comes down to. i love stephanie, emma, veronica, ashley and amanda [:
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FOREVER SIX.

sixual reunion [:

todaaaay there is to be a siiixuaall reunion starting at arizona pizza and then traveling to stephanie's new house where a sleepover will be taking place [: wooohoooo! i can't wait! we'll give each other christmas presents and just have fun like the good old daays [:
okay well i'm on facebook and it's snowing again.
i'll updaatee laterr because i'm not too good at multitasking. [: haha
lovelovelove, teee

HATE

okay. i officially hate snow days and today isn't even a snow day, it's an ice day..again
two in a row. i'm going to cry
like seriously
no one wants to do anything and my brother goes and hangs out with his friends and i'm left home with nothingg tooo doooo but sit on the computer and rot my brain.
haaaatee itttttt!
stupid ice

let's go baack to the good ole days

emma and i are conversing and have come to the conclusion that a time machine needs to be made and 8th grade needs to be relived [:
and in like 20-30 years according to emma and swedish scientists on the nat geo channel we could have a time machine!! (and that's national geography for all you non-cool kids)

we miss:

• mr. west
• yearbook
• mr. west's 'stacheee
• STEPHANIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
• math class [tree and a turdd && assuming makes an "ass" out of "u" and "me"]
• blue team
• lunches
• hagan[:
• the gooonies!
• slaurin && gym class
• EXTREMEEE PEPPPPA!
• mr. fran
• last day of school end of blue team hallway in the corner [:
• and all that kinda funnn stufff [:

okay. seriously this needs to happen. everyone was soo happy and merry and jolly and goshhh i miss it like craaazzy. so does emma. the only way to relive would be through the sixx movie [that i need a copy of EMMA] haha hint, hint. [: i can't even remember everything but it was soo much fun and needs to be relived. hmmmm....i miss when we were all happy and got along ]: who's with me?? LET'S GO BAACKK!! [:

loveeeeloveeeloveeeeeteee[:

when love & hate collide

okay i have obsessions that could be potentially unhealthy [just kidding] haha

loovving:

• def leppard
• the beatles
• twilight saga [the books]
• def leppard && taylor swift [as seen on CMT crossroads]
• tina miller
• emma klein
• okay, my favorites in general [:
• country music
• CMT
• just music
• reaading
• my new steve madden boots [:

missing:

• us...
• friends
• the sun
• sleeeping in

[:

i loooveee this time of the seaason!
it's so magical.
all the trees are changing from green to vibrant shades varying from red to yellow, it's amazing.
the slight chill in the air causes cozy blankets, sweaters, and jeans to be brought out,
ahhh i love it.
pumpkins and halloween and colors and [:
i'll def take some pics and put 'em up here for ya'll [:
but anywhooser. i love when the sun's shining and i walk around town and the leaves are all on the ground and they crunch, crunch, crunch as i walk [: ahh it's my favorite fall sound!
i can't forget to mention the friday night football games, and cute hats [:
ahhh. i can't even mention it all, i love it all!
it's the time where sweaters/sweatshirts and cute flats make your outfit, along with mittens and a hat.
when the leaves turn colors overnight and the chill in the air makes you wanna snuggle up with someone you love, drink hot apple cider/hot cocoa, and watch a move [:
[: [: [:
i love the falltime!!!

if you wait for me then i'll come for you

rough week...

he has a new girlfriend....]:
the other he is just a jerk...
friends-just can't stand 'em right now
haircut is majorly cutee though! [:
missing stephanie more than anything in this entire world! ]:


not the best mood in the world...
just got up from a nap though [:
maybe my smiling friend will sign back on soon so me and him can chat..
oh by the way. my friend Jonah, renamed me Smile or Smiley because according to him, Taylor is too plain... [: but he's the only one who calls me that. and he can always make me smile! [:
taylor needs food now! mom needs to get home with taylor's soup because taylor is just in that kind of mood!!! [:
haha catch up with yah dolls laterr

"there's no point to forever without you."
-Bella Swan

i try and try to walk away. but i know this crush ain't goin' away

picture day tomorrow...yuuuuckkk ]:
so not looking forward to that AT ALL!

but todayy was amaazinggg!!!
came home.
did homework.
went to the JV boys soccer game with HANNNYYY!!!
walked back to my house withh HANNNYY!!!
ate dinner & watched some of prom night :\
talked to <3himmmmmm
went to modern with HANNYYY! [: and KALEI!!!! [: [: [: [:
haha. great daayy overall babes

i'm sooo going to semi with edward cullen! haha justt kiddinggg
i have no idea who i'm going to semi with but...
my dress is GORGEOUSSS!!!!!!!!!! [:
blackk && whitee. amazzinggg
but i must read about the adventures of edward & bella before i get my beauty rest. haha
like beauty rest could help me...

nigghttt!

goodbye summer...

]:okay, summer's ending wickkkkedd soon.
wayy too soon for my liking anyway. i want more days to stay up all hours of the night, and giggle with my friends at 4 o'clock in the morning, and lay outside underneath the stars talking!
this coming week i'm definately having a six sleepover [: i don't care who's fighting or who thinks the six is over. we need to live up summer '08 together at least once. we definately need to pull an all-nighter because sadly i never have before, and that is my goal before summer is over.
pull at least one all-nighter [:! haha
i live for the hot summer nights with my friends, in shorts and tank tops[: living life to it's fullest every single day, acting crazy, being silly, laughing uncontrollably, and making new inside jokes!
why, oh why, can't summer be every day?

party in your undies [:

well i haven't updated in forrreveerrr, because i have been wickkeddd busy and not really in the mood to go on the computer [: but anyyywayy let me fill yahhh in!
friday night, with my daddy! and my teddybearface baby, jacksonn[: who's my dad's boss's dog who has cancer and had until October ]: which is wicked sad because i love the dog, it's like he's mine...aww mann it's so sad, and i didn't even get to say good-bye to him when his owners came to get him on sunday...
continuing on with my weekend, saturday i went to hannah's surprise birthday party at nikki's...which was a complete success!! [: with hannahhh, carley, hayley, nikki, kristy, dufour, my brother, patrick, and curran! it was sooo much fun, all the girls slept over but we started to sleep in a tent outside but we heard coyotes and freaked out and went inside... :\ it was soooo scary but we had sooo much fun!

sunday i went to margarhita's house to check it out and learn the rules for babysitting on tuesday, which was kinda fun. haha and then i went to hannah's house with hayley and nikki for another sleepovverrr! which was another blassssst [:

and these two night's combined, i think i got like 8 hours of sleep! [: and was extremeelyyy tired so my daddy brought me home and i slept for 3-4 hours, awwwww it was ammmaazzzinggg! and then connor, mikey, daddy, jannette and myself watched finding nemo. MY ALL TIME FAVORITEE MOVIEE! i know every single word of it [: so that was fun, and then yesterday morning i woke up at 7:15 so i could be babysitting by 8:30. and babysitting was surprisingly fun fun fun [: the kid was wicked funny, and fun and he was really good the entire time! haha

then it was hannah's birthday party for her birthday [: with nikki and hayley!!! we stayed up basically for hannah's actual birthday which lasted one minute. so around 1:15 a.m. we lit her candles and sang happy birthday, at 1:17 a.m. hannah made a wish and at 1:18 a.m. she blew out her candles [:

then sadly my mommy cam to get me at 2 in the morning because i really didn't feel good, and now i'm watching the secret life of the american teenager since we missed it last night and my daddy's gonna come pick me up as soon as he can [: awww i miss my daddy haha i haven't seen him in like forever since i've been so busy ]: i'm gonna spend the rest of the weekend with him though, because I LOVE MY DADDY VERY MUCH!

a little bit longer, and i'll be fine

guess what time is slowly creeping back to us?
time for school to start again, how fun right?? yeah...no; not really
i know i'm not ready just yet to hit the books, or deal with the drama and teachers and other students. from 8-2:30 every day monday-friday.
and this year it's high school. dun dun dun.
it's bad enough that we're freshmen never mind that we all have our own styles that aren't like the dreaded sophomores, juniors and seniors. it's bad enough that all the sophomores hate us, and we're gonna get made fun of because we're freshmen but add in dressing not like everybody else and we've got a bigg mess. plus the six isn't gonna have steph to be our rock to who we really are and not pay attention to stupid older classmen.
i'm not ready for three-ring binders, folders, notebooks, number 2 pencils, highlighters, pens and book reports. all i'm still ready for is shorts and tank tops, pools and fun, friends and laughter. not sitting in a chair and learning for however many hours it is.
if the summer can last for a little bit longer, i think i'll be fine! [:
but school starting means dance starting and if dance starts the same day that school does...then i have hip hop that night from 8-9...fun fun fun plus 3 hours of homework somewhere in there [:
gorshh, i love my life!
i know we'll make it through. we may get lost a couple times but the six has each other. we can make it through anything...even high school.
i hope..

i feel like smiling and having fun!

wooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooo! yiipppeee!!! keeepp onn rockin'!!

haha sorry i just feel like jumping up and down and dancing and having fun, so i think i will when a good song that i can dance to pops up on my playlist, which sould be soon [:

did you know goonies never say die??? well, they don't!

did you know that i get to see little miss veronicatonica tonight!?!

yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay

^^ wow that's a lot of 'yay's

but anyway, we're gonna walk and talk and chill

and catch up [:

because i miss herrr!! only a ton and a half

i miss our sleepovers/hangouts too!

they're always soo very muchoo funn [;

now i shall dance to this song, please hold.

haha that was fun [: but i must go

talk to you laterr chicas

enjoy your night

chica un and chica deux

chica one and chica two (stephanie and myyyself) happen to be going to a LADY ANTEBELLUM CONCERT TONIGHT!! with steph's dad! [: i can't wait, i'm soooo excited,
but i'm going to miss dance sign ups. that's my favorite night of dance. when it unofficially begins ): it breaks my heart, well i'll be jammin' to country music with chica stephanie by my side!
goorshhh i love steph [:



okay okay now it's wednesday morning, bright and early at 8:47 [:


concert last night=absolutely amazinggg
we were up basically right in the front and lady antebellum was rightttt there!
i was likeee "OMG" and i was singing along to the songs i knew
[which was like all of them] (:
and afterwards we stood in line to get autographs [:
and after autographs they stood up and we could take pictures!!!
charles looked right at me for one [: but i really got three (; shhh
haha jk you don't have to keep it shhhh, but i did get three!
i have like a zillion videos and pictures,
and i got to be there with stephanie which made it all the better [: haha
oh and by the way there's a webisode wednesday on lady antebellum's website that there's a possibility that steph and i are in, like our arms (: so i'll check that out and get back to you
um..pictures??
http://ladyantebellum.shutterfly.com/
there's the link so you can check them out. i didn't want to put like 40 pics on blogger [:


now i just can't wait for the jonas brothers concert on the 29 (: my life will be complete!

this weather makes me feel yuckk

it was sprinkling, now it's raining, and of course BOOOM! here comes the thunder, and it's only a matter of time before it's down-pouring, with bright flashes of lightning followed by earth shaking thunder. this is not how summer is supposed to end.
it's august 11 and i'm supposed to be in shorts, a tank top and flip flops. not jeans, a sweatshirt and fuzzy socks that i only use in the winter. what is up with this? oh right, i didn't mention that i'm drinking hot chocolate that i just made too ):
it's totally and completely yuck. i want sun, i want heat, i want 90 degree weather and i want it NOW!
all i feel like doing right now is curling up either in my bed or on the couch with a blanket over me and a good book, gosh this is so not how i wanted this summer to be right about now. i've looked forward all summer to the hot, humid days of august full of shorts, tank-tops, flip flops, air conditioners, pools, and friends. but am i getting what i wanted? haha no
this is supposed to be summer, not late fall early winter weather. rawr
i am upset.

i think i've finally found a better place to start [:

currently:

listening to: jobros (:

i watched camp rock for the first time last night (: it's pretty good, if i don't say so myself!
nothing really going on in my life, lots of writing, photography and back-to-school clothes shopping and lots of television watching [:
this week on monday, wednesday and maybe friday i should be babysitting, if the mother of the boy calls soon (:
and on wednesday i'm going to run to my middle school so i can get papers so i can work at the assisted living facility down the street from me, and i really can't wait to start working there...if they can find me a job (:
and and and tuesday the 12 is like the best day ever of the entire summer!! dance sign-ups for the 2008-2009 year!!!! yay yay yay. for me it'll be jazz on mondays, hip hop on tuesdays, and then modern on saturdays possibly to switch to thursdays. ohh mann i'm not sure if i can handle that dance schedule plus school :\ plus work..
ohh mann i can do this i can do this i can do this..
i hope
plus i have a new crush (:

i shared my nostrils with him!

emma catherine came over yesterdayy (: and we had a jolly good time!
first we compared sixth, seventh and eighth grade yearbook pictures with kids in our grade and made fun of some people's pictures because we're meanies (: jk we were kidding around and it was mostly people we loveee !
and then we came right on down to the computer and were on blogger looking for random people through similar musical interests and danced/listened to the wonderful patrick watson song my main man. it was quite delightful !! (: i can't forget to tell you guys that we watched/listened to the "i have a crush on obama" and "it's raining mccain" videos by obama girl and the mccain girls, yeah that's how we roll, yo (: and then came foooooooooooooood, haha i like food then more bloggerrnesss and ice cream from topsy's (: yum yum with our little gelato spoons;
then it was time for the secret life of the american teenager, picture taking, and HANNAHH MONTANNAAA the episode with the JOBROS (: rawrr haha
"i shared my nostrils with him!!" haha
not to mention our video where we roll around and just laugh uncontrollably about absolutely nothing (: so call us freaks but that's just the way we roll!
but we had fun fun fun fun fun (: and even more fun tonight at the movies to see sisterhood of the traveling pants 2! with emma and steph and possibly amanda! i can't waittt

happpyyy birthdayyy to taaayloorr!! (:

today is my birthday!! yay!!! i got a dora the explorer balloon when i woke up this morning!!! so now that's exciting (:
but my brother already has left the house and it's 10:05 in the morning, shows you how loved i am around here ):
except, i have plans today with micaela, rissa, possibly tarryn and her friend, marina. we're gonna go to the mall & movies to see WALL-E!! yes you may call us freaks, but that's just the way we roll.
oh yes and did i mention that i'm lovin' the jonas brothers right now, same with miley cyrus! haha i watched their 3-D concert on disney channel twice the other night (: !
well other than that, we're leaving for maine either tonight or tomorrow and i seriously cannot wait to get out of here for a week!! (: i'm soo sick of the drama with veronica, all she is is a big ball of drama and she won't admit it and i'm sick of it!! but i can't wait to go to maine (:
birthday birthday birthday birthday birthday birthday birthday!! haha i'm ultra excited!! haha i don't even know why hahahha
my mommy hasn't even wrapped my presents yet ):
but i'm gonna go upstairs and, well i don't know what i'm going to do!!!
catch ya'll when i get back from maine!! unless i can get back on to blog again

why we have friends

the day nick and i broke up emma and veronica came over after camp because i was a complete and total mess. we chillled, had story time, played a jungle book video game, ate, went to friendly's for ice cream, and they cheered me up with smiley face stickers when i was crying.
here's the story: i bought like a ton of smiley face stickers in different colors and veronica, i think found them and just covered me in them (:
it really didn't help that much but it got me to smile!!!
hmmmm, i'd have to say i loveeee my friendds! (:

my leg, claiming my love for emma

it says: I ♥-> EW

this would be emma's leg...

spiderman and smiley faces love her

my leg, showing veronica's initials

and finally veronica's leg, emma's creation

that says: (: --->

oompa loompa doompety doo

alright well i haven't hung out with stephanie so far this summer,
so last night emma, veeronica, stephanie and i went to the movies to see
MAMMA MIA!! but of course because of the thunderstorm, the power went out ):
so we couldn't watch the moive ):
thus we all went to emma's house for a while
veronica and i went shopping in emma's closet
and each got a shirt that she doesn't wear (:
then then then we went downstairs, ate and watched
WILLY WONKA & THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY
partly because steph had never seen it and partly because we wanted to !! (:
we had fun fun fun fun fun!!
i lovee lovee lovee my friends ♥
cuddle time;; haha stephh

let's just lay here and be lazy;baby

uppppdatesss! (:

table of six is no longer ):
vee, steph, emma, manda & myself make up fab5! (:
we've been having some serious issues with people, and truth, and backstabbing in the six,
ashley quit, so here we are folks (:

birthday party updates:
still don't have a movie to watch, suggestions please please please please please
and you can check out other info here:
http://savetheworldwithslaurin.blogspot.com/2008/07/we-gotta-fight-for-our-right-to.html
more updates on the party:
ashley's out.
period.
carley & tarryn are in !! (:

yeah..sooo....please give me suggestions for a movie for a bunch of crazyyy fourteen year olds (:
thanks thanks thanks

why i love emma (: and veronica and stephanie

gosh, today is really one of those days...you know; one of those days
you know, i really really really love my friends even though they might totally ditch me sometimes, they are my true true true friends (:
although at one moment i may be down in the dumps, emma will try to hang out with me a few days later and then veronica and & stephanie are gonna call me in a couple of minutes i think (:
wow wow wow my friends LOVE ME!!!
pshhhh the sixxx needs to hang out most definately! (: hmmmmmmm, yes i think so (:

emma catherine is my loveee <3

veronica summer is gorrrrgeeouss!

and stephanie makes me smile (:

don't look away, don't run away, it's only life

you know when you have one of those days where it seems like the whole world is against you and then one person comes along and brightens up your day?
well, today is one of those days for me...
emma & veronica are together rehersing for auditions tomorrow at camp,
ashley is leaving us for her new and improved friends & is mad at me,
stephanie and i are just not relating to each other like we usually do,
and amanda is at camp i'm pretty sure, and we aren't the kind of friends that usually hang out outsid of school.
so i'm aloneeee ):
but then little miss marisa nicole sprague came along and brightened up my day (:
so anywhoooser marisa and i have been friends for 3 years (as of March 25,2008) [our longest relationship (haha insideee jokee)]
and we haven't hung out since 6th grade, and we're going into 9th!!!
so we had better make plans to hang out this weekend (:
anyway, i think i'm gonna go outside for a bit...
bye

we gotta fight, for our right to PARRRTAYYY!

sometimes i enjoy talking in third person, so for this post please bear with me (:
taylor's birthday party is scheduled for friday july 25, sleepover to july 26, fun fun fun!
for party kids taylor was thinking:
nick
veronica
stephanie
ashley
emma
micaela
and dean
fun crew?
yes, taylor thinks so.
kickball, water guns fights, and hide and go seek tag in the dark taylor's whole street
and then a movie to top the night off for the boys (:
taylor and friends will be sleeping in a tent in my backyard!!
because taylor and friends are AMAZINGGGGG
any other ideas? please please please comment taylor with them (:
oh oh oh and taylor needs suggestions for a movie to watch too! (:
ideas/suggestions are needed BADLY for theme ideas and more activities and a movie!

summer summer summer. don't ever go away.

i didn't count my week on vacation as an official start of summer. but the saturday at ashley's party was my official first day of summer. so yesterday, monday june 30 2008 was my official second day of summer. and today was my third day of summer.
official day two of summer; completely boring except for when i went to nick's grandma's house with his family for dinner and family time and fireworks. BOOOOOM!!!! (:
official day three of summer; pretty boring for the most part except for jacky coming over for some catch up time.
it's pretty sad that the six is feuding. it's effecting the people that aren't envolved (a.k.a emma, amanda and me) i bought these little plastic flowers with our names on them for our scrapbooks, and i was going to have a craft day with all of us. but i don't think i can now because ashley and stephanie are mad at veronica, and veronica doesn't think of ashley and stephanie as true friends. i love my friends, the six is a group of the bestest friends in the entire world. we shouldn't fight, we shouldn't argue. we should love, we should trust, but most importantly we should be honest, 100% honest with each other.
anyway, the six is going separate ways so far this summer. i guess it's okay but it's kind of sad. emma's doing her thing. vee's doing hers. i'm doing mine. amanda's at camp. ashley's doing her thing. and stephanie's working every day except friday. saturday at ashley's party was the last day we were together as the full six, no one being mad at anyone else. we just laid back, relaxed and were the table of six<3 i wish it was like that every day this summer, or at least every friday or something so we can be the six, we can enjoy summer together. ahhh, i wish it was like that at least once.
but i'm gonna go and finish watching "the secret life of an american teenager"
ta-ta-for-nowww

beach. tan. gettysburg. washington d.c.. vacation

ashley's party was the best (:


my first week of summer. one of the worst weeks of my life. wanna hear about it?
too bad, you're hearing about it anyway.

sunday; day one: THE WORST 12 HOUR CAR RIDE IN THE WHOLE WORLD TO VIRGINIA BEACH!

monday; day two: walking the boardwalk, riding at 4 person bicycle, eating, being sick.

tuesday;day three: sick at the hotel all day.

wednesday;day four: BEACH!! and tanning (:

thursday; day five: traveling to uncle mike's, and uncle mike's house for the night.

friday;day six: metro to washington d.c. walking to washington monument, lincoln memorial, and american indian muesum, and then the national's game.

saturday;day seven: GETTYSBURG!!!!!!!! (: the definate best day of the trip.

sunday;day eight: finishing up at gettysburg and traveling back home.

overall, it was an okay trip. the beach was amazing.

gettysburg really touched me though. i loved learning and reading and just absorbing it all.

today we actually watched a video at the museum before we left and i almost cried.

it was so touching and it just was so amazing to me,

even though i read most of the things in the museum and went on the auto tour of the 25 square mile battlefield, i will never fully grasp what the people in the battle of gettysburg went through and how that battle and the war effected them.

the rest of my summer better be good (:

school's out for the summer!!

many good memories were made last night at the beach themed eighth grade graduation dance.
thre was NO six drama. everyone just laid back, relaxed and had a good time (:
laughs were definately shared as we watched kevin and david....
actually i have no idea at all as to what to call what they were doing...
haha
as 8:30 rolled around; nick, josh, zach, mark, and noel's name-less band played live for us.
around 9 or so they were done and the DJ got us back into the groove.
the table of six danced and acted like idiots !!
nick and i shared a couple of dances as well (:
sadly 9:30 did indeed come,
the dance was over as were our middle school years.
tears were shed and hugs were given to the friends who were leaving.
noel and shelley were probably given the most hugs.
when the last of the students had left, stephanie attacked me with a hug.
it made me smile. haha
around 9:45 or 10 i said bye to stephanie, ashley, and nick
even though i would see all of them tomorrow, which is actually today.
overall, it was a great ending to a great three years.
and then i found out that this girl who i'm not really really extra close with,
but we're close friends might be moving next year sometime.
and that's really sad ):
but as long as the six stays in touch and i stay in touch with everyone that's moving..
i think i'll be able to make it through my first year in high school.
(: <3 !
school's out for the summer.

it's so not worth it in the end. no matter how hard we try

i'm sick, tired and done.

i'm tired of the tear-stained faces. i'm tired of fights. i'm discusted with drama. i'm tired of friendships. i'm tired of people telling me what to do. i'm tired of people telling me who to be. i'm tired of people in general. i'm tired of lies. i'm tired of fake people. i'm tired of people keeping things inside. i'm tired of people ganging up on others. i'm tired of work. i'm tired of people judging others. i'm tired of people holding grudges. i'm done with being mad. i'm done with yelling and crying. i'm tired of the fake smiles. i'm sick of people thinking life is some easy ride where they get every little thing that they wish for. i'm sick of parents fighting. i'm sick of divorce. i'm sick of sickness and death. i'm sick of having to have the latest trends. i'm sick of attempting to look good every single day, but failing on most. i'm sick of every little bad thing in the world. i'm sick of terrorists. i'm sick of kids breaking the rules. i'm sick of kids doing drugs. i'm sick of kids drinking. i'm sick of not being able to wear certain clothes because i have big boobs. i'm sick of the earth dying more and more everyday, and some not caring or doing a thing about it. i'm tired of the world.

for right now....i want a break from all this.

right, i'm one person in a world with a population of what?

like 6 billion.

what am i supposed to do is what you think, correct?

i'll change your opinion and mind.

watch me (:

someday, i'll save the world.

<3tj

do a little dance.

everyone says dance isn't a sport, and it either means everything to you or nothing to you. and yeah, dance is a sport and it does mean a lot to me. i take it seriously, and i'm good at it because i take it seriously. and if someone does diss or say anything negative about the studio i dance at or any of the teachers (no matter how mean they may be. unless the person dances there, then it's okay) i will get defensive. i've been a dancer at DBS for nine years. and i've learned a lot about my body and the way i can move and express myself through movement in those years. the dancers and teachers there have become like my third family, i've met some of my close friends there as well. and we already have dance in common so from there we're all set! one of my very best friends from the studio is one i met last year, her name is tarryn. i met her in my friday hip hop class one day, and then came to realize she was also in my wednesday jazz class. so her and myself got really close. but that's off topic really. dance gives you a way to get away from everything that's bugging you. it lets you slip into this unknown world, that makes you feel at ease. ahhh, i guess dance and writing are two of my favorite things that let me get away from reality and drama, because everything can be absolutely perfect. (:

schooltime can be funtime. in tech

right now, emma and i happen to be in IAtech class, on blogger...BLOGGING!!
that makes me smile wide.

well, us dandy candy eighth graders received our hardcover, free yearbooks yesterday!
perdddy exciting. they're really pretty (:
i think i should name mine...hmmm...maybe not.

ohmyohmyohmygoodyness! today the eighth grade french and spanish classes have a fiesta!! with tacos from hot harry's. yay yay yay fun fun fun
i cannot wait. i shall not be eating lunch today, so i can chug down two tacos.

hahahahaha dodododo dadadada dededededede.
ohhhh mann i'm cool

BRRRRRRINNNNGGGGGGGG!! oh goodness did you hear that bell? well time for gym (:
catch up with you later, alligator (:

one-five

fifteen days until eighth grade is over.
fifteen fateful days until we face our uncertain futures for the rest of our lives.
fifteen days until we have four years until we find out who's going to be
the worker at burger king or the rich lawyer in New York City.
fifteen days until the best summer of the six's lives,
the summer where we aren't going to plan anything,
the summer where we're going to live for the spur of the moment.
fifteen days until i'm in high school.
fifteen days to act like a goof.
fifteen days before we have the summer to grow up for real.
fifteen days before we can run around barefooted in the sand.
fifteen
fifteen days...
fifteen spiraling days....
fifteen days.....

nineteen total days; fourteen school days

fourteen heartwrenching school days until we graduate.

fourteen school days until the summer welcomes us with warm, open arms.

nineteen purely amazing total days until we say good-bye to Nessacus.

nineteen total days until freedom, (well at least for two months)

words that make me smile

hello: used to express a greeting, answer a telephone, or attract attention

sunshine: brightness or radiance; cheerfulness or happiness

smile: to assume a facial expression indicating pleasure, favor, or amusement,characterized by an upturning of the corners of the mouth

happiness: good fortune; pleasure; contentment; joy

friends: people who one knows, likes, and trusts

love: a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person

sleep: to take the rest afforded by a suspension of voluntary bodily functions and the natural suspension, complete or partial, of consciousness

summer: the season between spring and autumn, in the Northern Hemisphere from the summer solstice to the autumnal equinox, and in the Southern Hemisphere from the winter solstice to the vernal equinox (a.k.a tans, friends, shorts, flip flops, ect..)

iced tea:strong tea served over ice

dance: to move one's feet or body, or both, rhythmically in a pattern of steps, esp. to the accompaniment of music

chocolate: a preparation of the seeds of cacao, roasted, husked, and ground, often sweetened and flavored, as with vanilla

daisy: any of various composite plants the flowers of which have a yellow disk and white rays

star: any of the heavenly bodies, except the moon, appearing as fixed luminous points in the sky at night

booger:(only ashley, stephanie and emma would get it) any person or thing; a piece of dried mucus in or from the nose

friendship: the table of six.

friendship

you know you have the best friends in the entire world when:

• your plans get ruined by little brother's baseball games but they try to make time for you anyway
• they tell you how much they care about you, after you fight
• they come to your boyfriend's birthday party, not for him, but because they don't want you to be the only girl
• they tell you that you'll be the next oprah because you give people advice
• they love to pick on you, but it's only because they lovee youuuu
• you have the best lunch conversations, but you never know how you start talking about the subject

tableofsixxx<3

life is hard.

all i want to say is that struggles and hardships make you stronger and that life is hard. it's not some smooth, easy, straight highway. it's got bumps and twisty turns and dead ends, it never ends. but eventually ( i hope ) this all gets easier, not simple but just easier to cope and deal with. because no matter how much we don't want it, drama will always be there and so will the hurt and pain. we can forgive but not necessarily forget. i know my friends are really there for me and love me as i am, so as long as you have some good friends who love you, you're all set.

life love && friendss

well hey there. i'm taylorrrr. lifee, working out pretty well for meee. friends?? beaucoup d'amour. let's keep it with stephanie. veronica. ashley. emma. nick and jacky for the important ones . with the pride night && bonfiyahh crews following close behind (: alrightyy. i'm a pretty happy kidd, i'm pretty much always smiling. most people think i shouldn't be happy all the time, but it's who i am so they can learn to deal. okay, so there's this guyyy, and i'm totally head over heels for him!! my love's name is nickkkkk. he'a like my other halfff. my dreams/future?? i'm hoping to still be around here or in another small town either somewhere in the south or in maine, journalist hopefully. writing is one thing that i can always rely on. obviously, i have a love for the sea, and habor but unfortunatley i have a big fear of the ocean, and the beach is def. not my favorite (: but i love to admire it all from afar. okay, so that's basically my life. so that's taylorr forr yahh (: <3