it doesn't get much better, no better than this.

woww. time has flown by. it's already almost half way through my 9th grade year.
i miss the days when the six would hang out and talk for hours on endless hours, when now two of us hang out 24/7, two others are in the play and have their time together, one of us goes to a different school, and the other is just there. but hey, that's what happens when you're in high school. everything changes, no matter how hard you try to stop it.
it's the heartbreaks and attitudes that make us different, but the things in our hearts and minds that make us the same. it's being a loser and being silly that makes life fun. oh well, people change their minds and their reasons, and life continues on. no matter what kind of condition one is in. whether it's happy, heartbroken, depressed, or whatever it may be.
well the six is just freaaakinggg amazing. and i miss them all dearly. especially the every day basis i'm still used to of seeing them. things change for a reason, but people come together for a reason as well. and the six is apart for a reason right now, but we're connected at the heart for a reason too.
and it's weird how still their smiles and hugs mean home, how being together as the six makes one feel complete and full to the ends of this earth, how we flawlessly mesh into one person. it's knowing how to usually finish one another sentences or thoughts, knowing what one another is going to say before they even say it. it's being together when we're not. it's better than any boy. it's knowing every little thing and quirk about each other but staying there despite it. it's supporting each other's dreams, wants and needs. it's more special than any single one of us could even being to explain. it's connecting through emotions when words aren't enough. it's a girl's night in eating a ton and a half of food that makes the bad things go away, even if only for a couple hours. it's attempting to stay the same while the whirl-wind around us is changing. it's growing up, not as individuls but as the six. it's leaving things behind but looking forward to the new things that are coming. it's keeping memories tucked away to tell our kids about our crazy childhoods. it's the importance of friendship, a friendship like no other at that. it's being best friends. actually, it's being the table of six. ♥