Monday, February 23, 2009

these things will change. can you feel it now?

Dear Stephanie,
Hey best friend. Well basically I don't know what to say. We've slowly drifted apart and I hate that. Okay some stupid boy broke our trust into a thousand, tiny, memory-filled pieces and I get that much. And yeah we don't see each other or talk like it was last year, but don't think I forgot about you because I didn't. I hope it's the same for you. I do have to say it hurts seeing you and feeling like I can't run up to you and tackle hug you like I used to. It hurts seeing you and feeling this huge, empy space that would shatter if the barrier between the two of us was passed.
overall babycakes, I miss you like crazy and want everything back to the way it used to be. Maybe we have to catch up majorly. We are missing out on the most important years of our lives. And you know, it's weird, I find myself acting like you in different ways each day. Maybe it's making up for the fact hat you're not there or making up for our somewhat, not all there, distance does mean something, friendship. Hey, I'll never know. I'll just keep pretending like evreything's alright...just like normal.
well, it's pushing midnight and i'm back to school tomorrow. I love and miss you, your face, your confidence and eveerything else.
I love you best friend.
I miss you best friend.
I'll always be here, always.

tjames.

1 hugs & kisses:

stephanie said...

aww this was cute. ps i havent forgotten about you and i know im not here as much and stuff but i try. and you can ALWAYS tackle me with a hug i wont mind. ps im really trying to be here just my schedule is insane. and drew, i think we are mature enough to forget him. obviously he doesnt understand. we knwo hes not worth it so we might as well forget.

i have, haha.

and ps how are you acting like me? that part was intruging. :)